Yesterday I had a conversation with my ex boyfriend and after listing some problems that happened in a short period of time to him, he finally understood the problems.
The main problem is if i don't start things or point things out....the conversation would never happen.
What happen now? nothing. what will change? nothing... the trully change is that one that come from yourself after your mistakes.You realize it and change it. It's not because one person is pointing you a problem that you will commit to that and change. But honetsly, i don't think it will happen like that.
Last year i wish him the worse because he put me in so many not necessary pain...so many lies, so many pain...he made me feel like nothing. like shit and guess what? he still does but the impact that it cause to me is so minimal that i def could ignore it.But instead of ignoring it, i still take some time for trying to warning him about his actions ( or lack of it) and the consequences. If he really undertand? who knows right? what i guess i still try to do is something like that: you lost me and for you i never meant anything. I was never told that i was the one for you ...and you made sure you could show me how shitty i was for you....i hope that you don't let the woman of your life( and im positive you will find her) goes away from you because "you're just like this"/ "you're so dramatic" .
I hope you can see your mistakes someday and correct it not for me of course ( because i am already out of your life but for yourself and your future).
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